As if I wasn't vain enough... now I have a blog

About the title:  I was thinking about this blog... and how it totally allows my totally vain self to be ever vainer than I already am.  Scary thought that one- being more vain than I already am.

Today's topic is my lunatic mother and her lunacy.  Love her.  But I'm starting to realize that living with her now won't be nearly as easy as living with her in high school was.  And I guess things would be easier if I were doing better in school too. But O how she can ruin my day before it has even begun; on Friday, I decided to sleep in for an hour instead of going to campus early, and while I was trying to get some extra sleep in she came into my room and started telling me that she had been thinking about how I was having a hard time concentrating while studying and asking me if there was "something going on?"  Gawd let me sleep.  It totally made me grumpy all day.  A few months ago, I was telling her about how I was worried for one of my friends that had been driven out of her house by her family because she came out to them as a lesbian. Then she asked me if I was going to come out to her as a lesbian.  GAWD.   No.  Urg.  Her most recent attempt to explain why I'm struggling in school is that I might have ADD.  This is actually a reasonable thing to say because both my dad and my brother have ADD/ADHD.  But even if I do have ADD, I've been able to manage it fine enough all these years (ok, not in the past year or so, but whatever), just have to get back into the habit of... doing nothing but studying. Ever.  Homework will just have to become my new best friend.

Ah this sounds like the crap that other people went through in high school... ok I know it's not that bad, but she seems to believe that there's something wrong with me, which makes her not a very good person to live with. (O yeah, so I guess that saying things like "are you going to come with?" and ending sentences with the word with is a midwestern thing... yes? no? ...with?)

O! Update! She just came into my room and apologized for being all up in my business! About the studying that is.  She can't complain if she's not paying!  That's one step in the right direction at least.